To the Exclusively Pumping Mama: A Standing Ovation
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I have to write this out, say it out loud and applaud a few special moms living day in and day out the way we all do. Only, they do it differently than I ever did. How? Why am I feeling like giving every single one of these mothers a standing ovation? Two words: Exclusive Pumping.
That’s right. For some reason, lately I’ve come to know of more and more women around me who made the choice, when the going got tough to exclusively pump. I looked into exclusively pumping when my oldest, Brennan, was only a few weeks old. He just couldn’t get the hang of breastfeeding and I was a brand new mother. I had no clue what I was doing and thought that my baby would magically latch on with ease. I was not prepared for the difficulty of a disorganized eater; one who could not coordinate sucking, swallowing and breathing. So I looked into exclusively pumping. I tried to do it actually. That last for about half a day.
The reason why this has been on my heart lately is because when I’ve been talking with my mommy friends who exclusively pumped I sense this twinge of guilt coming from their mouths. It’s like they feel like they aren’t good enough moms because they are using or had to use a breast pump to feed their baby breast milk. That couldn’t be farther from the truth and I would like to say that I think you’re more of a mom because you have done what you had to do for your baby. You didn’t give up. The going got tough and you know what? You said, “Fine. Bring it on. I’ll add on a pumping schedule on top of a feeding schedule. I’ll bring on those bottles and pump accessory parts that have to be cleaned round the clock. I do it for my child.”
Hold your head up high, woman. Don’t think for a second that this isn’t good enough because the original plan wasn’t working. That doesn’t mean you’re a failure. Do you hear me saying this?
Exclusively pumping is not a failure in the scorecard of motherhood.
P.S. There really isn’t a motherhood scorecard; I made that up. And those of you mamas who use formula are not failures either. [At this point, Bert, stands up from her chair and looks at you in the eye to say, “You aren’t a failure for using formula and I really think you’re an awesome mom because you are keeping that child healthy and loving that baby. This post is for the exclusively pumping mamas though, okay?]
Monica Bruno · October 5, 2015 at 10:55 am
It’s been awhile since my twins were infants, but my son had no problem latching on, while my daughter couldn’t do it. So, I pumped for her. I also supplemented with formula when I needed to. I love this post because we should support other mothers no matter how they choose to feed their babies. We all have different situations, we should always encourage each other, because raising children is challenging enough without having to feel guilty! 😉
Bert @ First Time Mom MN · October 5, 2015 at 1:43 pm
Raising children is challenging enough! And we are our worst critics.
elizamatt · October 5, 2015 at 7:41 pm
A wonderful post, beautifully written and it says it all. 🙂
Bert @ First Time Mom MN · October 5, 2015 at 9:52 pm
Beckyb · October 6, 2015 at 6:48 pm
This made me cry. Ive been pumping for 15 months and still feel like ive failed as i couldnt nurse.
Reading this made me think for the first time im not a failure, just took a different route.
Thank you for your kind words 🙂
Bert @ First Time Mom MN · October 6, 2015 at 10:42 pm
15 months?! Girl, I breastfeed all three of my children and didn’t make it to 15 months. You are anything but a failure. You’re a rockstar!
Bert @ First Time Mom MN · October 6, 2015 at 10:48 pm
You’re welcome Joanna! You deserve it, you definitely deserve it.
Danielle G · October 8, 2015 at 6:33 am
Read this while pumping. 7 months, hoping to make it a year! Thanks 🙂
Bert @ First Time Mom MN · October 8, 2015 at 2:04 pm
How fitting!!! You go mama!
Bert @ First Time Mom MN · October 12, 2015 at 2:35 pm
That is amazing! High five!!!
Chrystal Swenson · November 3, 2015 at 6:56 am
I exclusively pumped for my 3rd son. He was born at 24 weeks weighing 1 pound and 11 ounces. I pumped multiple times a day for the 110 days he was in the NICU and I continued to pump after he came home on oxygen. It was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do in my life. He was never able to breastfeed at my breast but I gave him my milk and today he is a healthy strong 8 year old. I am now exclusively breastfeeding our 4th child and I’ve never pumped for her, just always put her to my breast. You do what works for yourself and each baby. There should be no guilt.
Danica · November 25, 2015 at 1:09 am
This is such a great post! I was too an exclusive pumper for one year.
Laura Ankrum · December 23, 2015 at 9:43 pm
Your little one is blessed to have such a devoted mama. Keep your chin up!
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